Henry Rollins is a punk rocker, musician, speaker, actor and
writer born in 1961. Here are a few of
his searing quotes:
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If you hate your parents, the man or the establishment,
don’t show them up by getting wasted and wrapping your car around a tree. If you really want to rebel against your
parents, out-learn them, outlive them, and know more than they do.
“Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel. This person is using celestial colors to paint your image. Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have."”
“It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try
to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like
some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to
be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and
it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let
it out and it doesn't coma back. You're left so alone that you can't explain.
Damn, there's nothing like that, is there? I've been there and you have too.
You're nodding your head.”
“Life will not break your heart. It'll crush it.”
“Don't do anything by half. If you love someone, love them
with all your soul. When you go to work, work your ass off. When you hate
someone, hate them until it hurts.”
“I am ready for whatever's coming. I expect nothing but to
be let down or turned away. I am alone. Goddamn. The shit hurts sometimes, but
I realize what I am, what I have become.”
“You are beautiful like demolition. Just the thought of you
draws my knuckles white. I don’t need a god. I have you and your beautiful
mouth, your hands holding onto me, the nails leaving unfelt wounds, your hot
breath on my neck. The taste of your saliva. The darkness is ours. The nights
belong to us. Everything we do is secret. Nothing we do will ever be
understood; we will be feared and kept well away from. It will be the stuff of
legend, endless discussion and limitless inspiration for the brave of heart.
It’s you and me in this room, on this floor. Beyond life, beyond morality. We
are gleaming animals painted in moonlit sweat glow. Our eyes turn to jewels and
everything we do is an example of spontaneous perfection. I have been waiting
all my life to be with you. My heart slams against my ribs when I think of the
slaughtered nights I spent all over the world waiting to feel your touch. The
time I annihilated while I waited like a man doing a life sentence. Now you’re
here and everything we touch explodes, bursts into bloom or burns to ash.
History atomizes and negates itself with our every shared breath. I need you
like life needs life. I want you bad like a natural disaster. You are all I
see. You are the only one I want to know.”
“its no surprise to me that anyone hardly tells the truth
about how they feel. The smart ones keep to themselves for good reason. Why
would you want to tell anyone anything that's dear to you?
Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer to them? It's so painful to be next to someone you feel so strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to.”
Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer to them? It's so painful to be next to someone you feel so strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to.”
“You don't make me feel like you used to.
That's why I'm leaving
That's why people leave each other
They come to their senses and get selfish again.”
That's why I'm leaving
That's why people leave each other
They come to their senses and get selfish again.”
“You forgave me in a
dream the other night. The more you told me it was alright, the worse I felt. I
know that you were only doing it because you knew I couldnt possibly hurt you
more than I already had. I could see what forgiving me was doing to you. I know
that you think I'm to stupid to figure it all out. When you forgave me, you
knew that it was finally over. The pain would leave me, I would forget you and
you would never see me again except in a dream. It is sad that the things that
we saw in each other are no longer there. It is a shame that we tore each other
apart looking for things that we needed desperately but could never find. It is
tragic that we only wanted to give each other but only stole from ourselves and
blamed each other for the emptiness in our lives. I see you differently now. I
no longer fear you. It took years to see you for what you really are.”
“The moon will never lie to anyone. Be like the moon. No one hates the moon or wants to kill it. The moon does not take antidepressants and never gets sent to prison. The moon never shot a guy in the face and ran away. The moon has been around a long time and has never tried to rip anyone off. The moon does not care who you want to touch or what color you are. The moon treats everyone the same. The moon never tries to get in on the guest list or use your name to impress others. Be like the moon. When others insult or belittle in an attempt to elevate themselves, the moon sits passively and watches, never lowering itself to anything that weak. The moon is beautiful and bright. It needs no makeup to look beautiful. The moon never shoves clouds out of its way so it can be seen. The moon needs not fame or money to be powerful. The moon never asks you to go to war to defend it. Be like the moon.”
“Knowledge without mileage equals bullshit.”
“I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride.
All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die. I don't want to go
with the smooth skin and the calm brow. I hope I end up a blithering idiot
cursing the sun - hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures
on street corners and public parks. People will walk by and say, "Look at
that drooling idiot. What a basket case." I will turn and say to them,
"It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job,
cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive.
For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that. For your
self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at
all times!" And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.”
“Someday, I would like to go home. The exact location of
this place, I don't know, but someday I would like to go. There would be a
pleasing feeling of familiarity and a sense of welcome in everything I saw.
People would greet me warmly. They would remind me of the length of my absence
and the thousands of miles I had travelled in those restless years, but mostly,
they would tell me that I had been missed, and that things were better now I
had returned. Autumn would come to this place of welcome, this place I would
know to be home. Autumn would come and the air would grow cool, dry and magic,
as it does that time of the year. At night, I would walk the streets but not
feel lonely, for these are the streets of my home town. These are the streets
that I had thought about while far away, and now I was back, and all was as it
should be. The trees and the falling leaves would welcome me. I would look up
at the moon, and remember seeing it in countries all over the world as I had
restlessly journeyed for decades, never remembering it looking the same as when
viewed from my hometown.”
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